Entry: I forgot Friday, October 30, 2015

It's been so long that I didn't write. Yea, there were just too many events, too much happenings.

As always, I always forget my goal. My ultimate goal. Hey, buddy... that's not too far. It's now less than 500 days, yet I've not settled down.

Well, the good thing is, I've made much progress for the past few days. I'd want to continue on. It's 4am, just gotta wake up at 4am. Today, I gonna make it 3am, just to be the same as Wat Pah Nanachat. I am glad. Haiz.. that I am at least somewhat ready now. Somewhat ready to step into Wat Pah Nanachat. Bolder, stronger, and more determined.

Yes, more to go, more to come. And Yes, I can do this. And yes, I can sit longer, and longer, and longer. :)

I'm at the point of tipping point now. And really, what is the thing that I can't let go. What's more? I just need to tip over a little more, and that would do a lot more.

Glad that I started all this. With this opportunity, and this strength needed throughout the journey. I know this is rather unusual, not a usual thing people normally do or event want to d. But well, who cares really what you want to do right? For I, I couldn't care of this manifested self, but to watch each and every steps of manifestation and not to become again, not anymore, no more.

For Dharma, for the real thing. I must not forget.


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